((((((((((((((Myzen)))))))))))))))

Thank you friend for your kind words. Yes, being in unfamilier territory is new for me. I had lived in VA, in the same general area since I was 5 and I am now 32 so nearly my whole life. I knew all my surroundings, most of the people and went to school there as well so every aspect of my world was "safe" for me. Comfortable.

I guess, well I knew on some level that this move would be a test of sorts for me. To move away from my comfort zone and branch out. It is something that I needed to do and something that I wanted to do as well. I guess, in time I will get familier with things and feel a little more comfortable. Also, I think it will be alot easier once the family and I move into the house also.

I know that deep in my heart, this move was the best thing for us. Even though I miss home, my mother, my friends. I know that it was time for me to live, to see more, to gain more confidence in myself and start a whole new chapter in my life. I guess I can not expect it to go off with out a few snags. Anxiety......I hate what it does to me.

Anyway, I have been ranting and raving so that's all for now.

Take care dear Myzen. So glad to hear from you again.

Love and hugs,


Jen


P.S. Yes, it is the baby from Ally McBeal.