He should be worried. You need help in finding healthy ways to deal with your problems? Certainly you do now want to spend the rest of your years thinking cutting is the solution for dealing with life?

Cutting maybe a temporary respite from the horrible way you feel, but it is not the answer. If it was, you would not have to cut over and over again.

You know we are right. We know you are scared. Fight the fear and choose to find a way to live a better life. Get help.

Good luck.