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You have not said anything here that some of us havent thought from time to time. When we are down, we tend to grasp at things and say things we might not otherwise say.

You obviously have much love for your daughter because if you didnt, you would have had that abortion.

I know how you are feeling about your father. I went through the same as you. It is not easy facing the feelings and even more difficult dealing with them in a healthy manner. It take time, effort and some very good therapy. I am still dealing with it. I am thinking I will be for a long time to come.

I must commend you on your openess and honesty here with us. It is good to be able to speak what is on our minds. Keep that up. The last thing you want to do is bottle it up inside.

May I suggest that you start journaling. It helps alot of people. For me, I also chose to write letters to my abusers but I never sent them. This helps me say all the things I want and need to say to get out my anger and sadness. I find that I have written several letters whenever I feel the need to do so.

Your not alone. We are here for you. Please keep posting and you are always welcome to PM me if needed. hang in there.



Hugs,


Jen