I know what you mean, I wish I could of kept the one I had originally, where I use to live, it seems who ever I see it will not feel the same, I mean it is okay but that is just it, "just okay". I am very tempted to maybe drive the 1 and 1/2 hours and resume therapy with my original therapist, maybe I'm "crazy" to do so (no pun intended). I feel like the "story" was left unfinished and perhaps if therapy with the original therapist continued I'd get to the "final chapter", if that makes any sense? I've been in a bad way this week physically and yes, mentally ( a little, nothing major). It sucks when you look to your husband for just a little hug or a look of understanding and it just isn't there, or they act like "what's wrong now?". I hate him when he is like that, I never asked to be this way either, but why do I have to hurt alone? Sorry I vented, maybe you and I and some of the gals should team up, go out and tell some male bashing jokes, just kidding. Keep in touch
"hugs"
"darkeyes" (tired and watery eyes)