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Originally Posted by hangingon
Mel,
I can so relate. Lately, I can barely sit down to watch a movie, things that never disturbed me before really get to me now. I would watch the craziest movies and they would never bother me, now even simple ones affect me, it's rather strange.
I literally had 15-20 minutes of balling in my last session. I had no idea it was going to happen. I felt nauseous and told my T that I just needed to lay my head on the arm of the chair for a minute. She told me that I could get the pillow and lay down on the floor if I wanted to but I stayed in the chair. All of a sudden the tears started coming, and I couldn't stop them. I hid my face behind my arms and just sobbed and sobbed and sobbed. She was really great about it and being there for me during it because she knows I try so hard to hold my feelings deep within.
The hard part was she asked me what I was feeling, if I could use words, and I couldn't, I couldn't tell her anything because I really didn't know.
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I have been experiencing the same thing with movies and tv shows, I hadn't thought about it until you mentioned it but I have to be really careful lately about what I watch because I'm really easily triggered, where before I could watch or read anything without it bothering me.
That's amazing, what you experienced in your last session, hangingon. I can't imagine what that must have been like, to have those tears come like that when you weren't even expecting it. It must have felt good on some levels and overwhelming at the same time. I'm kind of jealous. I wish I could cry. I guess it'll come when it's time, right?
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Originally Posted by exoticflower
zoo,
are you sure you are where you say you are, in the North West? It would be funny if we had the same T.  |
pretty sure, yup!
how weird would it be to find out you had the same T as someone here??? yikes!