Hi, I wish I could say something like I know how you feel or it will get better but that is so trivial and not always true. The only thing I can promise is that you aren't alone and if you need to talk I'm sure no one, I know I don't, mind you saying whatever might make you fell a bit better. At least if you are posting hun that means you really don't want to be alone and the best thing is...you are still here. Big hugs hun