There's nothing I hate more than attention. I'd rather hide my scars then flaunt them like trophies.

It's fine if he does it's just he always loves to control the situation and that's not exactly what I need. I don't need to be forced into therapy, I feel like I should do it once I feel like I can handle and accept it.

I know there is a price but I don't feel like I'm ready for it yet, if that makes sense.