I have been diagnosed with Major Depression for 4 and half years, and some new things have developed that I don't know if they are related to the depression, just looking for some advice.

I acutally haven't told anyone about the self harm that I have inflicted upon myself. I just don't know how to stop when I hear the voices. It's never me inflicting the pain its THEM. I don't know what to do, when I wake up I see what was done, and then I clean up. I just don't know how to stop myself. I don't even know how to stop the voices let alone the harm that is inflected. I just don't want anything to happen, much more than.

I keep hearing them say I want out, but I want them to stay in. I don't know what else to do, if I say to much then I'll be in the mental hospital, and I promised myself that I would never go back there. Some how I need to get better but I don't know what to do to stay out of the mental hospital. But with the SH I don't know what else to do, It's causing a lot of pain that could give invections. If I don't get rid of the voices then I'm going to have to go back to the mental hospital, and I don't want to. Anyone have any thoughts of how to stop Harming myself, and get rid of the voices?

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