Saw T last night.
We can go now. I just wish someone would tell me how to do all this and not hurt.
Can we all just sit together real close and just let us cry if we want and hug? I so need hugs right now and I so need to cry, but I can't. I never did. But it all feels real tight in my chest and hard to swallow. I don't want to do this anymore.
Vicki