Hi, It's me. Just got back from my appt with my T.
I did have a very rough night. Had to call her at 12:30am as I was driving around after a fight with my gf and my thoughts going out of control...BUT>>>>>>
I listened to her. I went home. I went to my appt. this morning. It was a good appt. I know I have a lot of childhood work ahead of me...that is where a lot of my feelings of sadness and lonlieness come from.
I want to be alive.
I lived through my timelime because I choose LIFE!
I may have some spells from time to time.
I may still have a rough day this week.
And I need all the hugs and support you wonderful people offer.
But I am here...I am copeing. I am really trying to work on ME.
I even hugged my T after out session...and she hugged me back tight. That felt good.
I think it was all of your hugs you guys have sent me through the tangible hug of my T.
So, thank you.

I am going to work and fight to "keep on, keeping on!"

Susan