Rohag is right, hope will find you. Remember that there is hope, hope that you will be happy, hope that you will enjoy life. Hope that the Professionals can help. Hope is out there, look for it in a book. If you have seen or read anything that shows hope, read or watch it again, now, when you don't know where hope is. Hope comes from inside. Hope can be as simple as a smile for the future.

I wish you luck, and things will get better for all of us, given time.