i just couldn't get it, i tried and tried but i just saw numbers on the pc screen that didnt make sense, i asked for help to explain it but i didnt hear it.
with each passing hour the stress levels rose and rose until i was just about ready to quit.
i stared at the screen until i felt like i was shrinking and the darkness of my soul was closing in on me, i wanted to scream, to run away....i wanted to cry.

but no, i sat there and waited til the end of shift then came home

maybe tomorrow will be better

maybe