I don't think I deserve any respect. There's nothing worth respect. I think all that is there is something bad, dirty and broken. Who wants that?? Too dirty to clean up, too broken to fix and not worth the effort anyway.
Everyone has been nice to me. But no one has seen me. I can't even tell T how it feels inside. It's too painful. It's too dark and dirty. I wish he paid--but how can someone pay for something if no one believed he broke it???
Sorry-I'm going in now. Maybe for a long time.
Vicki