i can go to a clinic that put me on sliding fees so it's only $25 to go to the doctor and they paid for the seroquel. i made an appointment for thursday with the doctor i was seeing at the psychiatric clinic and i'll talk to her about moving my treatment over there. i also made an appointment for tuesday with a counselor. i wish i could get in sooner. i'm pretty much not sleeping at all and the anxiety is getting a lot worse. i just wish they would have given me ativan, but the ER doctor just said "you can't always get what you want" and i was just so upset because it's not what i WANT it's just what WORKS! you know something works if you wake up in the middle of the night when you feel it wear off.