sometimes i think about going back to purging, i was never bulimic. i would eat like under 400 cals a day and then throw everything i ate up. i know how you feel though, i can't seem to lose its hard. even if i feel like i'm losing weight, its hard to tell because i'm not allowed to have a scale. uh by the way i'm kris. i just felt funny about making an introduction, i couldn't think of a good enough one. *hugs*