I'm still recovering from a bout of major depression and anxiety in 2007 that caused a complete breakdown. A great counselor has led me out of the pit and my life is getting closer to normal. But I still worry because, on a "good" day, I'm basically just numb. Not overly sad, but not happy or able to look forward to anything. I feel I'm just going through the motions (excuse the cliche'). I still have no interest in things that used to enjoy. I just really don't care what happens day to day. My counselor and I have discussed lots of methods to get around this but nothing is moving me.
I've been on 20mg of Lexapro for the last year, 10 mg the year before. I wonder how much of this is drug related (if any).
I'm even apathetic about being apathetic. I know its not normal. Has anyone else experienced this?