This is my first time posting on here...I joined so long ago and got scared away. I thought I could beat this. I can't. I can't stop binging and purging. It scares me to see that I will always struggle with this....I'm still in denial I think. I guess on the positive side it's nice to see i'm not alone. I'm doing so good in life...probably the best I ever have. But I just can't kick this....and I really hate a part of myself for it. And the more I hate myself, the more I binge and purge. It just seems so crazy. I'm in college and I want to be a psychiatric nurse....can I do this if I'm this way?