I never imagined I could make such a mess of my life, but I really have and I see no way out. My depression has immobilized me. I recently went through a divorce after escaping an abusive marriage, and entered into a relationship with a very sweet and loving guy. I have children already and now I've found out I'm pregnant. My guy wants us to get married but I was actually planning to break up with him before this happened. I'm not in love with him anymore and I told him so, but he says he can't live without me. I want a new life for myself, but instead I'm stuck in a relationship with this man and a new child to take care of. I have a long history of depression and now it's so bad I can hardly move and spend most of my time secluded in my house, which isn't hard to do since I lost my job on top of everything. I really feel my life is over and I'm paralyzed by my depression. Please help.