I am so frustrated that a package that was supposed to be sent to me still hasn't been sent. I am so pissed off. Why does life has to be so difficult sometimes? I am deeply concerned that it is taking these people so f---ing long to get me this package. First it's one thing, then it's another. It will be two weeks tomorrow that we first agreed they would send the package.

So f---ing frustrating. On Friday, the person who has the package said they were traveling and that they would send it out as soon as they got in this week and send me an email to notify me. They are a couple of hours ahead of me, so they have had ample time to send the package. I am tired of getting put off. On the one hand, I am relieved that they agreed to send it. On the other, I can't do anything until I get it and I won't rest easy until I have it in my hands.

Moreover, I just got a call and a text from a former colleague asking me for my address because he needs to send me something. What the h--- does he need to send me? I can't imagine it is anything good. And, my worst fear, is that it might be a legal matter. This feels like one giant mess. I feel like I'm being pummeled and there is not a lot I can do to fight back. I have to wait to get a response from the person who is supposed to send me the package.

I can't concentrate on anything else until this issue is resolved. At this point, I could be on my way to starting my business but instead I feel like I am just wasting my time. On top of this, I am still waiting for a definite yes on a part-time job but even if it does come through I won't get any cash until April, which could put us in a difficult financial situation in the meantime.

My life has been really hard for the last 12 months and just when I thought I was starting to see a little bit of light at the end of the tunnel, this a--hole comes around and is making my life miserable. Leave me alone! Just let me go on and try to make a living. He has a job and a good one at that why be such an a--hole.