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Oh my god, I am so filled with anxiety that I can barely function. I feel like I am on fire or something. I cannot eat, sleep, think anything. I just have this gnawing anxiety that is barely kept at a controllable level with xanax. I have woken up 2 in the last few days in the grips of a horrible panic attack. I feel like I am waiting for the earth to blow up or something. Oh this is freaking miserable.
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"School is shortened, discipline relaxed, philosophies, histories, languages dropped, English and spelling gradually gradually neglected, finally almost completely ignored. Life is immediate, the job counts, pleasure lies all about after work. Why learn anything save pressing buttons, pulling switches, fitting nuts and bolts?" Bradbury, Ray Fahrenheit 451 p 55-56
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