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Old Feb 02, 2010, 07:41 PM
BEEPbeeeeep BEEPbeeeeep is offline
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Member Since: Feb 2010
Location: Wales, UK
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I'm 15 and I'm worried that I'm depressed and have some kind of peope phobia. I took the depression test on here and got 60 which apparrently makes me severely depressed. I'm a few months away from my GCSE exams but I don't see the point in school anymore, I just stay at home in bed feeling tired. When I do go to school it exausts me really quickly, I feel like I'm putting on an act but the slightest comment upsets me and I have to hide it. Also I get really anxious about little things, like sitting with someone I dong know well, or sitting alone near the front, where I feel like everyone is watching me. I swear I get fatter and uglier by the day. I avoid school on days I know I have gym because I don't want anyone else to see it. I always come home sweaty and exausted.

I'm constantly tired, whether i've been doing anything or not. I know it's not because I'm aneamic, because I've had that before and this feels completely different, like Im tired wiyh myself and the world. Its lime i cant see the point to anything anymore.
It's not hormones either, my doctor already put me on Microgynon 30 ED (the pill) to control them, when I had problems with acne and heavy, painful and extremely long periods.

I cant talk to my friends about this - they just wouldn't understand, and I don't really get on with or trust my teachers enough for something like this. I don't want to dissappoint my parents and can't talk to them about it either, and we've recently moved so I don't know and feel uncomfortable around my doctor.