I agree with VP. I think that we all need to come to terms with who we are and what we need and want to make us happy. This was a good first step I think, talking to us here. And as you can see there are people out here that are not judging you for the things you were afraid we would. There are people in the world that will, but the fulfillment you get when you find and surround yourself with people that support you no matter where your heart lies, makes it all worth it. The thing is people can't support you if you don't trust them. So I hope you find the courage to, in your time, find a way to be honest so people can be there for you.