I am at work right now and about to have a breakdown. I cant take my life anymore. Im not suicidal or anything yet at the same time I am miserable with my life and I cant not take the stress and the anxiety I have. I do not know where to turn. I am on lexapro so that helps a bit. I will be eigilble for insurance this month however I am so broke and they dont cover mental health. Being broke and not being able to catch up on bills is the root of my problems. I wake up sick with anxiety every morning becuae i think about what bills i cant pay. I get paid friday and ALL of the check is going to late bills. So that just means that next two weeks I will worry about money every day again. I have been trying to find a part time job as well but no luck. Then i find out my current job might lose a huge client in six months which would mean i am out of a job. I just feel like ill never catch up and I cant take it anymore. I cant.

me and my boyfriend are having major problems becuase of my depression adn anxiety. and the fact that im broke. im scared of losing him as well. im just lost. if anyone is available to chat todya i could use someone, if only just to listen becusae im at my desk crying right now.