Maybe you need to look and see if you can find a T that CAN help and support you in this?

Don't fear another part... especially when that part of you feels safe to come out and speak their mind! No T worth their salt would respond to anything a patient would say with that response IMO!

How are you doing? I'm sure some of those here on this forum would welcome any of your PMs if you wanted to share more. but not in forum.