Well i do understand how you feel. I am a major binger. Some people get upset and loose there appetite but when i get upset(which is alot) or even when i'm content I allway feel the need to eat. It makes me intensily happy in that moment and then ofcourse I feel like crap after im finished. Its an obsession with me as it is for you. I was Bulimic for 10 years. A few months ago i stopped purging but continued binging and packed on 30lbs,and i was a normal weight to start with. So now I'm over weight. Before my ED got bad i was 20lbs less than that so my ED is responsible for taking me from underweight to now 60lbs over what i should be. I never tried Phen Phen because it was not available at the time but i used xendrine with ephedrine a few years back and almost lost the entire 60lbs,but once they pulled that off the shelves it packed back on. Yo-Yo indeeed. Anyways,sorry about the babble. If you ever wanna talk just PM me. :-)