a few months ago i was tired of being obese. i could no longer take any of the jokes or people giving me h***. i have lost a total of 85 pounds and i do not want to stop.... i am down to 205 pounds and my mind tells me that i should keep up with this no eating to see how much i can lose. as a guy this is a comfortable weight for me but part of me says keep it up.. but i want to stop. the gym is also my home... basically i spend more time there... running has become a lifestyle for me as well and today im planning on working with my trainer and then running 4-5 miles... im not sure what keeps me going but maybe its good mybe its bad im not sure.