Gee Parker, I'm so sorry that happened to you.
I don't go to chat much-- kind of intimidating for me.
I can surely understand your feelings-- I see you support so many here on various forums and you try and reach out and don't get it--- that's not right!! I'm sorry that happened to you.
( on a side note--- I admire how you expressed your feelings-- and right away!!!----good for you!!- I struggle with such things!!)
You can PM me anytime, I'll try my best to give you support.
mandy