So I'm sure you guys are sick of my bf posts by now but I'm really through with him this time. Everytime I accept his apologies and nothing ever changes. Just this morning I got a "**** you" for making a joke about him being lazy. Everytime we argue it goes back to the same thing. He either has become very insecure or has just been really good at hiding it for a year. He cannot take any criticism at all and usually whenever I try to say anything about something that bothers me he makes fun of me or mocks me. He will start screaming and cussing at me and then tell me that I'm the one overreacting.

Just the other day i really thought we made some real progress. He said he knows he is very insecure, knows he overreacts and that it really hurts him when he realizes that he has hurt me. But now its to the point where his apologies mean absolutely nothing. I hear them and feel nothing because I know in 3 days we will just fight over the same exact thing.

I understand that i still overreact and get jealous but I flat out say "I am feeling insecure because..." or "I overreacted because...." but he plays these mind games and wont ever just say what's going on. I just don't have the patience or mental capacity to deal with it. I went through all these feelings when I was 18 and don't want to relive them. He is 26 and is still in a 17 year old frame of mind.

I'm sick of never knowing how he will react to something. I'm sick of listening to him cuss at me and call me names. I'm sick of hearing "Oh so its always my fault." or "I guess I'm just not good enough for you". I'm tired of all these cop outs.

I'm just tired of this whole situation.