one thing that i thought about when i saw this is that i don't always recognize a lot of the 'classic' symptoms when they present in my life simply b/c i'm too bogged down in -being- in the symptoms. does that make sense? after i'm out of it then sometimes i can look back w/ my T and be able to go "oh yeah, i guess that could stem from something other than this trivial problem i attributed it to" or "huh, i guess that didn't just pop out of nowhere" or something like that. i'm big on after the fact, lol. hindsight is about the only sight i've got.

-shadow