Irish,
Yes, the hugs mean that we have read your post and have empathy for you. I didn't used to understand about hugs (I thought they were a bit over the top) but I do understand now.
I'm not a very demonstrative type but -
(((((((((((((((((((Irish Angel)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
I hope that you will be able to make the changes in your life, just one step at a time. Being here with us is part of that positive change IMHO.
Good thoughts, M