My husband told me in June that he wanted a divorce because he could no longer live a lie - that he was gay. Our 5th wedding anniversary passed this Dec. I have been devastated. I was already depressed before that and ended up moving in with my parents. A suicide attempt followed on New Years. I no longer have those constant thoughts, thank the Lord. I started some new meds from my psychiatrist. Biologically my depression has improved, but I am somewhat socially isolated. I have no close friends here. I am in some support groups at my church.

I am lonely and there is a huge void where my husband was in my life. I could use some friends, even online friends.
Please don't say awful things about my husband...I have heard them all already. It doesn't help me.

I am grieving the loss of who I believed my husband to be. I think I am in denial still about what is truly happening...that I will be losing him. I still love him. It is so very hard. It is as if he died.

Thank you.