well the day was ok work wise, i came i saw then i just got on with it. trouble is i am losing my GF, havent been told yet but being middle aged you get to see the signs plus its a long distance relationship so i am not in control, i just know that i am being given the reasons to make it easier for me to see it coming.
thing is she was the only reason i dragged my arse out of my severe depression to get where i am now and i can feel myself slipping backwards.
i suppose i should see this as a challenge to my sanity, if it wasnt for alcohol i would be sinking, i need to find myself again.