I am struggling so much with loneliness. I appreciate your prayers. My nights are awful. Each evening I feel a heavy sadness fall upon me and I sob for hours. I dread facing my bed alone. I miss my husband. I have been told that talking to him is not good for me because he so often hurts me with his words. That I should distance myself from him...he is like an addiction. But I don't know who else to talk to. I am so used to talking to him, my best friend. But I can see that I will not heal if I am still in love with him...and if he is hurting me with his words. He says he is not doing it on purpose but I think he is subconsciously pushing me away. He lives 11 hours away, since I am staying with my parents now. It has been such a hard time.

Your prayers are appreciated.