Petunia,
I feel like a coward. I read your post and got very sad about your therapist and her being ill. i then started to think about how it would be to lose a therapist or maybe even come close to losing my therapist and I got upset and I didnt want to contaminate you with all those upset feelings.
But Petunia, you are not toxic. You are a beautiful flower who loves her therapist and want to know she will always be around. I dont think there is anything wrong with that. I can see how you must feel. Petunia, you deserve the best but all I can send is a cuddle from all the girls who care about you ((((((((((((((petunia)))))))))))))))))
X thats a kiss from me if you are able to take it. Iris
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