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KathyM · Feb 04, 2010, 02:58 PM

JustFoundOut

Details aside, it sounds to me both your parents were very passionate people. Neither one of them wanted to live in a cage or be pulled around on a leash.

So............you take it from there. Good luck on your journey.

I tried searching through my past and noticed a distant relative died very young - cause of death "hit by a train." That didn't give me much medical information.

1. Was he on the train, and it was hit by another?
Why did that train hit him? Was the engineer tired? Why?

2. Was he suffering from depression, so much so he decided to step in front of a train?
Why was he depressed? Did he have an undiagnosed disease? Why was he alone?

3. Was he completely inebriated and simply stumbled onto the tracks for a quick nap before going home? Or was that just the place where he could walk no longer and decided to give it up at that point? Why?

4. Was he just an idiot who didn't know how to walk straight, may have stumbled on the tracks, hitting his head and rendering him unconscious? Why didn't anyone notice the man sleeping on the tracks? Why was he an idiot?

Who sorts out and cleans up this garbage? Strangers.

It's easy for strangers to explain others by examining their garbage. Only YOU will know the truth.

From where I'm sitting, it sounds like both your mother and father loved you dearly - so did your stepfather. They tried their very best.

Soooooooo.....is THIS your family? It ain't MINE!