I called my therapist who I haven't seen since October.. I have set up sessions for March.. I'm really scared to go because when I quit I just disappeared.. I don't know how she is going to react... I know I need to go and we had a tight bond between us but I feel I let her down..I have gone down hill slide since I haven't seen her and we have alot of catching up to do..I just can't get past the fear.. I'm also agoriphobic and am afraid thats going to inerfear with me going to sessions.. I quit going because she was pushing me to get out of the house more.. I have isolated myself for seventeen years, only going out when I have to..I don't see her for a month but already the panic is setting in..