i doubt i'll sleep. i went 4 days without sleeping, got crappy sleep after i got a shot of ativan, and have been taking ativan and stopped sleeping again. i guess i can ask her outright why she won't give me ativan next week since i have to start seeing her weekly. she says i stump her since nothing works, but she didn't give me anything for sleep this time. she said if these don't work i have to be hospitalized during half the day, and i really, really don't want that.