(((Monty)))) we're so sorry for all the health related issues you are facing. bleh!
we are very glad your H and T are so supportive. would you consider telling T about the mania today? we agree with you that telling him would be important even if it is hard to do. he isn't there to judge you sweetie.........by his knowing about the mania he is better able to assist you.
we wish your eyes weren't bothering you today. it makes total sense to feel down when physical stuff is going on in addition to the emotional.
take gentle care Monty and know we send our best.
(((Monty))) extra for good measure.
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