I had a wonderful day until my mom's husband demanded i do somethung like a slave even after i said "im just having a cookie here". He took that to mean i had ststted a revolt and it just went downhill from there. He yreats me wit contempt, usurps anything i do with my kifs and immediately turs aroynd and tells me im a stupud ****. It was about the tome thst he was doing this and loiking doen his nose at me with contempt and smuggness that I totally lost it and screamed at him. I was contemplatubg doing real damage but he decided to leave to get something to drni k - taking "the high road" because im the crazy one. Never mind hes always giving me the same treatment - and i am made out the bad one for erupting finally. So now im evenore stupid crazy etc! So i end up with a hoarse throat and crying and noone to give me hugs and no meds to calm me down. They make me out as crazy to my kds. I want hugs and to not feel i am fighting a battle with myself every day and then have this thrown on me. A deluberate fight picked.