I appreciate the responses, thank you so much. A lot of information at hand and I want to try and answer everyone here, so right now I will keep reading and I'll write up a conclusion in a day or so.

So far I can say that yes, it has become an obsession and I want to get more control of it. I want to seek out the answer as to why this sort of thing has been with me my entire life, that is something I cannot answer and I know there has to be a reason.
Although it is a rare fetish, it is more common than one thinks(Google Senator David Vitter) He actually hired girls to baby him(I wish I could afford that) Right now I can honestly say that I do enjoy it and I'm not sure if I want to leave it...I just want more control of it. It has to be along the lines of other fetish...feet fetish, super hero fetish...ect ect, just that mine, I like diapers....*shrugs*. The cool thing though..I see this fetish a lot on TV and on the internet and at first it was very weird to know that others were out there like me...at the same time it was a great relief, because prior to the internet I lived in great shame of my fetish..I thought I was the only one in the world that liked wearing diapers.

I'll give more depth in a couple of days, but thank you all for the nice responses, because one can never tell what people will do or say when someone tells them they like wearing baby clothes! lol.