with the DID. if things do happen to be going well inside...BOOM...PTSD trigger and it gets all messed up.

that happened last nite and "checked".

i dunno. maybe it's better? maybe i would've been alot worse off for a lot longer? i just don't know. maybe the DID helps me to come out of flashbacks better.

it's so confusing sometimes.

love y'all,

kd