Petunia,

I'm so sorry you are worried, I would be too. I didn't see this post as I don't frequent this board too much-- worried people won't want me in here.

I know it's hard to know where to post things-- and you probably feel comfortable in this particular forum-- but I can't help wondering if more might have responded, had you posted in the "psychotherapy forum". I for one am always reading that one--- it's just a thought-- I could be mistaken. (Just wanted to help you get more support)

Anyway, know that I'm thinking of you and hoping you are doing OK today and I hope your T. will be getting better soon. And, I don't think you are toxic at all with your pain-- you didn't offend me. t/c

mandy