Petunia, i am not offended by you and you are NOT toxic. it is entirely possible that she looks worse when she does actually feel better...radiation can do that. i know that isn't much comfort, i wish there were more i can do. just know that i'm here if you ever want to talk. she is in my prayers, petunia, as are you.

((((((((((((petunia)))))))))))) take care.

-shadow