Again thank you all for the advice. Although bitter truth hurts, I am alright. I know what I need to do and hope that I can find the strength somewhere and somehow. I think it would help if I had friends to talk to, him being the only one I really have puts me in the postion where I lose the friendship too. We have only been intimate for two months and friends for the reast of the six years.

GRRRRRRRRRRRR..........ill keep you all updated on my soap opera. Thank you..............