I just now saw your post, I have to jump in and say that you are definitely not toxic! You are not toxic with your pain and you do not offend me at all. I always like seeing your posts, you express things quite well, you have a great writing style, and often I find myself nodding as I read what you have shared.

Sometimes I myself am sorta at a loss for words, my ability to communicate clearly waxes and wanes.

Best of wishes and smiles to you,
Sarah