Rationally, I know all doctors aren't bad; the problem is figuring out who I CAN trust. I know I need help and I am really trying to find a way to get it

On the progress side, I just made dinner plans for tonight with a family friend who went through something similar several years ago. I'm hoping that since he knows where I'm coming from with the fear of being locked away, he'll have some good ideas for a solution? It MUST be out there somewhere! I will be sure to share with you all if/when I find it.