I want to go out, I want to take a walk anywhere, I want to do it now right at this very moment but instead I'm here sitting at my puter writing this, I feel so dead, lifeless and limp. I know it's not normal for a 24 yo to be like this.I'm scared to step out the house, I've grown afraid of people I know that sounds dumb, even to go outside in the garden I have to peep to make sure none of my neighbours are outside before I open the door,If I have to go further than home I leave very early or long after the other neighbours have left their homes for work.what is wrong with me?