Yep tonight is bad, I am hoping I get some sleep. But when I close my eyes that is when my own minds seems to turn on me. The last 3 times I have been like this I put on meds, but I don't like them. They seem to numb my whole system. This time I want to do it with out meds. But we shall see. If it doesn't start to lighten up a little I might have to go back on the meds.