Hey guys,
Just signed up to the forums to get a little feedback on what is going through my head. I've been suffering from unwanted sexual thoughts (homosexual) for the last 2.5 months and i've been very depressed about it. At first i didn't know what it was but after doing some research, I diagnosed myself with OCD. I also have an appointment with a psych in a few days.
After discovering that this is an illness and realising that what im thinking isn't real, the thoughts have disappeared a little bit. Is this normal for these too disappear after only a few days? Since they have disappeared i feel as if i've just accepted them and now i'm the person of my thoughts which is pissing me off. I seriously don't know where my head is right now. Is this normal too be going through this? Am i recovering from this? Shouldn't i be happy that the thoughts have subsided?

Thoughts guys?

Thank you