Belle i can understand what u r going through. the man i liked first got engaged n later got married.. he told me this after the ceremony. i was devastated.. wasnt in ma senses for few days. but then i too felt a strange sort of relief. it was like i'd been hanging on to him till he himself didnt get into a serious relationship with someother girl. n so when it happenend it made perfect sense to me to leave him alone. well thats another story that i still find it quite difficult not to contact him,im working on it though

best of luck dear.... trust me u are better off without a guy who has other girls in his life. u'll fine someone better than him. have faith!

Hugs!

Jia Khan.